for my baby

dear chelsea,

i may not be the best mom in the world but i am doing everything i can.
to make you happy...
to give you good life...
to fill your world with love...
to be not me....

i love you...

ma

burned out!

i am burned out.super stressed out.
i feel like a jello.gosh! i'm a battered earthling.
pressures too much to bear.
and worst..i am alone.
why cant people understand me?
why cant they pity me?
all i have is a speck of light losing its glow...
i love everyone in me.i dont want to hurt them in anyway.
i will do anything as long as i can.
i'll bear all the burdens for love.
silence is my remedy.but its hard and it hurts.
but in the end....it shall pass....

life sucks...anyway...